Poems
If this helps.
Im so down
So down
I've fallen
I'm trying to reach out
It's too far to grasp
I look at my reflection
I dont like what i see
The hole keeps getting deeper and deeper
Can i see the the light
It's not there
Dragging me down
I don't like what i see
I question myself
Do i want this
Should i just go
To be the forgotten one
Will this give peace
I won't know till it happens
Thank you all
Just a poem
So sad so sad so sad
Im drowning
I reach but i can't pull myself out
I think everything is alright
But it changes every minute
To think back
To change myself
To move forward
To make me different
Channeling my future
I grasp for hope
Feeling like i don't understand
To find happiness
To come around
I challenge everyday
Finding one after another
Change for the better
If i could only find it
I would be whole
I seek for a answer
The question is
Change or be changed
The decision is mine
Loser
When you don't have a friend
You stay at home by yourself
Alone with your thoughts
To envy others for having friends
You think you have them
Then you figure out you don't
They say they're your friend
When it comes down to it
They don't care
I believe in being a good person
I choose to believe in friendship
I don't know what to think
When I sit alone
Only I can make a difference
I care for them
Do they care for me
The longer I wait
The more profound I get
Seaching for something
Looking for it if it was there
Finding the loss in it
As if it was found
Truly trying to make sense of it
Even though there is no solution to make of
I dream to see it
Just for a moment
To be able to hold it close to me
I challenge everyday to find it
For me to move forward
To move on is to let it be
Let it stay in the state of being
One answer I search for to solve
My many problems
I continue to search
For one day I may find it
Happiness will be mine
When a dog dies
A tear falls
It's a loss in many ways
A child is gone
A companion lost
A friend for life
They left me
I'm lonely
So sad
Craving their attention
Missing the one I love
Wishing they were here once more
For me to acknowledge them again
To see the life in them
They are truly a part of me
I wish they could come back
So I could show them
The love I have for them
A tear falls
Will you be there to catch it
I love you
I miss you
I say goodbye